Friday, December 25, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 25

Luke 2:17-20
"And when they had seen it, they made known abroad the saying which was told them concerning this child. And all they that heard it wondered at those things which were told them by the shepherds. But Mary kept all these things, and pondered them in her heart. And the shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things that they had heard and seen, as it was told unto them."

Thursday, December 24, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 24

Luke 2:13-16
"And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men. And it came to pass, as the angels were gone away from them into heaven, the shepherds said one to another, Let us now go even unto Bethlehem, and see this thing which is come to pass, which the Lord hath made known unto us. And they came with haste, and found Mary, and Joseph, and the babe lying in a manger."

Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 23

Luke 2:8-12
"And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger."

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 22

Luke 2:4-7
"And Joseph also went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into Judæa, unto the city of David, which is called Bethlehem; (because he was of the house and lineage of David:) To be taxed with Mary his espoused wife, being great with child. And so it was, that, while they were there, the days were accomplished that she should be delivered. And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger; because there was no room for them in the inn."

Monday, December 21, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 21

Luke 1:51-56
"He hath shewed strength with his arm; he hath scattered the proud in the imagination of their hearts. He hath put down the mighty from their seats, and exalted them of low degree. He hath filled the hungry with good things; and the rich he hath sent empty away. He hath holpen his servant Israel, in remembrance of his mercy; As he spake to our fathers, to Abraham, and to his seed for ever. And Mary abode with her about three months, and returned to her own house."

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 20

Luke 1:46-50
"And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Saviour. For he hath regarded the low estate of his handmaiden: for, behold, from henceforth all generations shall call me blessed. For he that is mighty hath done to me great things; and holy is his name. And his mercy is on them that fear him from generation to generation."

Saturday, December 19, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 19

Luke 1:35-38
"And the angel answered and said unto her, The Holy Ghost shall come upon thee, and the power of the Highest shall overshadow thee: therefore also that holy thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of God. And, behold, thy cousin Elisabeth, she hath also conceived a son in her old age: and this is the sixth month with her, who was called barren. For with God nothing shall be impossible. And Mary said, Behold the handmaid of the Lord; be it unto me according to thy word. And the angel departed from her."

Friday, December 18, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 18

Luke 1:30-34
"And the angel said unto her, Fear not, Mary: for thou hast found favour with God. And, behold, thou shalt conceive in thy womb, and bring forth a son, and shalt call his name JESUS. He shall be great, and shall be called the Son of the Highest: and the Lord God shall give unto him the throne of his father David: And he shall reign over the house of Jacob for ever; and of his kingdom there shall be no end. Then said Mary unto the angel, How shall this be, seeing I know not a man?"

Thursday, December 17, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 17

Luke 1:26-29
"And in the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God unto a city of Galilee, named Nazareth, To a virgin espoused to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David; and the virgin's name was Mary. And the angel came in unto her, and said, Hail, thou that art highly favoured, the Lord is with thee: blessed art thou among women. And when she saw him, she was troubled at his saying, and cast in her mind what manner of salutation this should be."

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 16

Matthew 2:7-12
"Then Herod, when he had privily called the wise men, enquired of them diligently what time the star appeared. And he sent them to Bethlehem, and said, Go and search diligently for the young child; and when ye have found him , bring me word again, that I may come and worship him also. When they had heard the king, they departed; and, lo, the star, which they saw in the east, went before them, till it came and stood over where the young child was. When they saw the star, they rejoiced with exceeding great joy. And when they were come into the house, they saw the young child with Mary his mother, and fell down, and worshipped him: and when they had opened their treasures, they presented unto him gifts; gold, and frankincense, and myrrh. And being warned of God in a dream that they should not return to Herod, they departed into their own country another way."

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 15

Matthew 2:1-6
"Now when Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judaea in the days of Herod the king, behold, there came wise men from the east to Jerusalem, Saying, Where is he that is born King of the Jews? for we have seen his star in the east, and are come to worship him. When Herod the king had heard these things , he was troubled, and all Jerusalem with him. And when he had gathered all the chief priests and scribes of the people together, he demanded of them where Christ should be born. And they said unto him, In Bethlehem of Judaea: for thus it is written by the prophet, And thou Bethlehem, in the land of Juda, art not the least among the princes of Juda: for out of thee shall come a Governor, that shall rule my people Israel."


Monday, December 14, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 14

Matthew 1:21-25
"And she shall bring forth a son, and thou shalt call his name JESUS: for he shall save his people from their sins. Now all this was done, that it might be fulfilled which was spoken of the Lord by the prophet, saying, Behold, a virgin shall be with child, and shall bring forth a son, and they shall call his name Emmanuel, which being interpreted is, God with us. Then Joseph being raised from sleep did as the angel of the Lord had bidden him, and took unto him his wife: And knew her not till she had brought forth her firstborn son: and he called his name JESUS."

Sunday, December 13, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 13

Matthew 1:18-20
"Now the birth of Jesus Christ was on this wise: When as his mother Mary was espoused to Joseph, before they came together, she was found with child of the Holy Ghost. Then Joseph her husband, being a just man , and not willing to make her a public example, was minded to put her away privily. But while he thought on these things, behold, the angel of the Lord appeared unto him in a dream, saying, Joseph, thou son of David, fear not to take unto thee Mary thy wife: for that which is conceived in her is of the Holy Ghost."

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 12

Malachi 3:1-3
"Behold, I will send my messenger, and he shall prepare the way before me: and the Lord, whom ye seek, shall suddenly come to his temple, even the messenger of the covenant, whom ye delight in: behold, he shall come, saith the Lord of hosts. But who may abide the day of his coming? and who shall stand when he appeareth? for he is like a refiner's fire, and like fullers' soap: And he shall sit as a refiner and purifier of silver: and he shall purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, that they may offer unto the Lord an offering in righteousness."


Friday, December 11, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 11

Psalm 95:1-7
"O come, let us sing unto the Lord: let us make a joyful noise to the rock of our salvation. Let us come before his presence with thanksgiving, and make a joyful noise unto him with psalms. For the Lord is a great God, and a great King above all gods. In his hand are the deep places of the earth: the strength of the hills is his also. The sea is his, and he made it: and his hands formed the dry land . O come, let us worship and bow down: let us kneel before the Lord our maker. For he is our God; and we are the people of his pasture, and the sheep of his hand. To day if ye will hear his voice,"

Thursday, December 10, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 10

Psalm 72:15-20
"And he shall live, and to him shall be given of the gold of Sheba: prayer also shall be made for him continually; and daily shall he be praised. There shall be an handful of corn in the earth upon the top of the mountains; the fruit thereof shall shake like Lebanon: and they of the city shall flourish like grass of the earth. His name shall endure for ever: his name shall be continued as long as the sun: and men shall be blessed in him: all nations shall call him blessed. Blessed be the Lord God, the God of Israel, who only doeth wondrous things. And blessed be his glorious name for ever: and let the whole earth be filled with his glory; Amen, and Amen. The prayers of David the son of Jesse are ended."

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 9

Psalm 72:8-14
"He shall have dominion also from sea to sea, and from the river unto the ends of the earth. They that dwell in the wilderness shall bow before him; and his enemies shall lick the dust. The kings of Tarshish and of the isles shall bring presents: the kings of Sheba and Seba shall offer gifts. Yea, all kings shall fall down before him: all nations shall serve him. For he shall deliver the needy when he crieth; the poor also, and him that hath no helper. He shall spare the poor and needy, and shall save the souls of the needy. He shall redeem their soul from deceit and violence: and precious shall their blood be in his sight."

Tuesday, December 8, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 8

Psalm 72:1-7
"Give the king thy judgments, O God, and thy righteousness unto the king's son. He shall judge thy people with righteousness, and thy poor with judgment. The mountains shall bring peace to the people, and the little hills, by righteousness. He shall judge the poor of the people, he shall save the children of the needy, and shall break in pieces the oppressor. They shall fear thee as long as the sun and moon endure, throughout all generations. He shall come down like rain upon the mown grass: as showers that water the earth. In his days shall the righteous flourish; and abundance of peace so long as the moon endureth."

Monday, December 7, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 7

Jeremiah 33:14-16
"Behold, the days come, saith the Lord, that I will perform that good thing which I have promised unto the house of Israel and to the house of Judah. In those days, and at that time, will I cause the Branch of righteousness to grow up unto David; and he shall execute judgment and righteousness in the land. In those days shall Judah be saved, and Jerusalem shall dwell safely: and this is the name wherewith she shall be called, The Lord our righteousness."

Sunday, December 6, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 6

Isaiah 52:7-10
"How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet of him that bringeth good tidings, that publisheth peace; that bringeth good tidings of good, that publisheth salvation; that saith unto Zion, Thy God reigneth! Thy watchmen shall lift up the voice; with the voice together shall they sing: for they shall see eye to eye, when the Lord shall bring again Zion. Break forth into joy, sing together, ye waste places of Jerusalem: for the Lord hath comforted his people, he hath redeemed Jerusalem. The Lord hath made bare his holy arm in the eyes of all the nations; and all the ends of the earth shall see the salvation of our God."

Saturday, December 5, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 5

Isaiah 40:1-5
"Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God. Speak ye comfortably to Jerusalem, and cry unto her, that her warfare is accomplished, that her iniquity is pardoned: for she hath received of the Lord's hand double for all her sins. The voice of him that crieth in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the Lord , make straight in the desert a highway for our God. Every valley shall be exalted, and every mountain and hill shall be made low: and the crooked shall be made straight, and the rough places plain: And the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together: for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it."

Friday, December 4, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 4

Isaiah 11:6-10
"The wolf also shall dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child shall lead them. And the cow and the bear shall feed; their young ones shall lie down together: and the lion shall eat straw like the ox. And the sucking child shall play on the hole of the asp, and the weaned child shall put his hand on the cockatrice' den. They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain: for the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord , as the waters cover the sea. And in that day there shall be a root of Jesse, which shall stand for an ensign of the people; to it shall the Gentiles seek: and his rest shall be glorious."

Thursday, December 3, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 3

Isaiah 11:1-5

"And there shall come forth a rod out of the stem of Jesse, and a Branch shall grow out of his roots: And the spirit of the Lord shall rest upon him, the spirit of wisdom and understanding, the spirit of counsel and might, the spirit of knowledge and of the fear of the Lord ; And shall make him of quick understanding in the fear of the Lord : and he shall not judge after the sight of his eyes, neither reprove after the hearing of his ears: But with righteousness shall he judge the poor, and reprove with equity for the meek of the earth: and he shall smite the earth with the rod of his mouth, and with the breath of his lips shall he slay the wicked. And righteousness shall be the girdle of his loins, and faithfulness the girdle of his reins."


Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 2

Isaiah 9:6-7
"For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace. Of the increase of his government and peace there shall be no end, upon the throne of David, and upon his kingdom, to order it, and to establish it with judgment and with justice from henceforth even for ever. The zeal of the Lord of hosts will perform this."

Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Christmas Scripture Writing Plan: Day 1

Isaiah 7:14-17
"Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel. Butter and honey shall he eat, that he may know to refuse the evil, and choose the good. For before the child shall know to refuse the evil, and choose the good, the land that thou abhorrest shall be forsaken of both her kings. The Lord shall bring upon thee, and upon thy people, and upon thy father's house, days that have not come, from the day that Ephraim departed from Judah; even the king of Assyria.


Christmas Scripture Writing Plan

Ahhhh Christmas time is my favorite!!! 😊😁🎄🎁❤🎉  I love everything about Christmas, but I think sometimes we get caught up in the busy-ness of this time of year and we can lose focus on what the season is about.
That's why I'm really excited about this reading/writing plan that I saw from swtblessings.com .

Every day I'll get to spend a little time in Gods word reading the real Christmas story! And along with it I'm going to share a little of my new hobby with y'all! Along with every passage of Scripture I will post a handlettering/sketch art of a part of the passage.

I hope you'll enjoy it and maybe do it along with me! 😊

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Faithful In The Field

I've been reading in 1 Samuel lately, I just finished chapter 11 this morning and I have already enjoyed this book SO much! Gods really brought some things to life for me.
 Today God really spoke to my heart about king Saul. Many times, I feel, when we think of king Saul we often remember how he finished his course...and that wasn't so good. But we forget how well he started!
In chapter ten Saul is anointed king over Israel. In verse nine we see that God gave Saul another heart, in verse ten we see the Spirit of God come upon him and him prophesy among the prophets. At the end of the chapter Samuel brings Saul before the people to show them their king! Everyone shouted! It was a very big day in Saul's life! At the end of the day, Saul went home to Gibeah. Some were happy about Saul being the king, but verse twenty seven tells us that the children of Belial despised him! They questioned his abilities and brought him no presents. Was Saul offended by this? No. The bible says, "...But he held his peace."  Saul didn't try to prove God's will to them. He knew that God was working out His will and everything would fall into place in His time. So, for now....he went home to Gibeah.
In Chapter eleven Israel receives threats from Nahash the Ammonite. Messengers are sent all throughout the coasts of Israel. When they came to Gibeah, where did they find Saul? Was he sitting in a castle, on a throne, being waited on hand and foot, just waiting for someone to come to him needing him to save the day! No. He was in the field working. In fact the messengers didn't even find him. He came out from the field to find the people weeping, and had to ask what was going on. He was ready to help, and he did. With the help of God, he defeated the Ammonites, and then at the end of the chapter the people made Saul king before the Lord in Gilgal. But he wasn't sitting around before that. He was faithful in the field before he was ever victorious in the battle and received a crown.
To me this speaks volumes of Saul! He was anointed king! He could've been lazy and had feelings of entitlement. After all, Samuel had already even told the people he was the one that God had chosen as their king! I guess what I'm trying to get at is, how do we act when we are in the waiting seasons of life? Do we just sit around waiting for God to start doing the big things or are we staying faithful in the little things?
I think Oswald Chambers explained this well in his book, My Utmost For His Highest (Which I highly reccomend you read if you haven't!!) He said, "The tendency is to look for the marvelous in our experience; we mistake the sense of the heroic for being heroes. It is one thing to go through a crisis grandly, but another thing to go through every day glorifying God when there is no witness, no limelight, no one paying the remotest attention to us. If we do not want medieval haloes, we want something that will make people say - What a wonderful man of prayer he is! What a pious devoted woman she is! If you are rightly devoted to the Lord Jesus, you have reached the sublime height where no one thinks of noticing you, all that is noticed is that the power of God comes through you all the time.
Oh I have a wonderful call from God! It takes Almighty God Incarnate in us to do the meanest duty to the glory of God. It takes God's Spirit in us to make us so absolutely humanly His that we are utterly unnoticeable. The test of the life of a saint is not success, but faithfulness in human life as it actually is. We will set up success in the Christian work as the aim; the aim is to manifest the glory of God in human life, to live the life hid with Christ in God in human conditions. Our human relationships are the actual conditions in which the ideal life of God is to be exhibited."

Are you living out everyday for the glory of God? Or are you waiting for the extraordinary days? If we aren't faithfully serving everyday, we won't be ready to face the extraordinary!
Let us live out everyday faithfully serving HIM and bringing him glory in all we do!!

Thursday, November 5, 2015

Cinnamon Detox Face Mask

I am the type of person who loves just about anything homemade and natural. I especially love homemade, natural beauty products because that means less harsh chemicals on my acne prone skin!
I've made things that turned out awesome and others were insanely epic Pinterest fails!

Tonight I tried, for the second time, a detox face mask. I liked the results I got the first time, so I thought I'd try it again and share it with y'all!

Its so easy and it only takes three ingredients that you already have in your kitchen! (That phrase is always music to my frugal ears 😆)

What you'll need:
1/4 to 1 teaspoon cinnamon (if your skin is really sensitive try going for less cinnamon, because its gonna burn a bit)
1 teaspoon flour
About a teaspoon of water

Directions:
Mix dry ingredients together, then add water. Mix together into a paste. Add more water if you have to.

Apply all over your clean face an let sit for about a minute or so. The cinnamon will cause a burning sensation, but that's OK (unless you're allergic to cinnamon, in which case, this mask isn't really for you! 😉) I think I put a little more cinnamon in my mixture this time on accident because mine was pretty unbearable! *oops* 😯😳


After you let it sit for a bit, wash it all off with warm water then splash your face with some cold water. Your face will be a bit red, but it will go away in about ten minutes or so. 
Apply a little moisturizer to your face and that's it! Hope y'all like it as much as I do!







Thursday, September 10, 2015

What I Wore: Senior Pictures

Because its #throwbackthursday here's what I wore for my senior pictures taken back in the early fall of 2012.


A white lace hippie wedding/garden party dress that I got on eBay,
My favorite cowboy boots that I also got on eBay,
And my denim jacket.




Wednesday, September 9, 2015

10 Things To Pray For Revival

Next week we have revival meeting at my church. I can't wait to see what God has in store. I don't want to just have another "revival meeting" I want to meet with God! I want true revival in my heart and in my church. Tonight my Daddy preached a message on "How To Pray For Revival." At the end he gave us ten specific things to pray for revival, and I thought they were worth sharing.

Before you pray, remember to keep an open heart. Ask God to help you to be submissive to Him and His will!

10 Things To Pray For Revival


1. That God would search my heart and reveal anything that's not right with him.
Psalm 139:23-24

2. That God will break any stubbornness or hardness in my heart.
Hosea 10:12

3. That God would show me any relationships that need to be restored.
Matthew 18:15

4. That we will have a greater sensitivity to the leading of the Holy Spirit.
Ephesians 4:30

5. That God would give me a deep conviction of sin, repentance, and a renewed fear of God.
2Corinthians 7:10

6. That my words, actions, and thoughts would be pleasing to God.
Psalm 19:14

7. That God would give me a spiritual hunger and fervency like I've never known.
Matthew 5:6

8. That God would bring a loving unity and deep harmony in our church and families.
John 13:35

9. That God will fill my heart with a passion to see people saved.
Romans 10:15

10. That God would give me courage and boldness to witness for Him.
Acts 4:29



James 5:16-18
"Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.
Elias was a man subject to like passions as we are, and he prayed earnestly that it might not rain: and it rained not on the earth by the space of three years and six months.
And he prayed again, and the heaven gave rain, and the earth brought forth her fruit."

Monday, March 30, 2015

A Lost Preacher's Kid - My Testimony

I've gone back and forth on what I wanted my first blog post to be about. I consider myself to be more of a thinker than a writer, so coming up with a few little thoughts or ideas isn't too hard, but writing it down and putting it all into words?....now that can be challenge.

Anyways...after a bit of thinking, I've decided that since this blog is kind of my own little corner of the internet, if you will, to share a bit of my life with y'all; why not start with the day that I started truly living. -The day I got saved.




I was raised in a Christian home and my family has always been as faithful to church as we could be. Of course, though, with my Daddy being the pastor, if we had church at all we were there. My family would also travel to other churches when they would have special meetings, as well. (and I've always loved it)

That being said, I've heard the Gospel message many, many times!

As a young child, I remember our church had a meeting and God moved in in a mighty way. I remember a few people got saved that night and I, just being little and not truly understanding much at all about God or salvation, went forward. I prayed and that was all. All it was was just a little prayer that I'd prayed; a false profession of salvation, but no possession of it. 

After a while I began to realize that I lacked a true possession of salvation and I started to become afraid of dying and going to hell. I truly believe that the Lord was just starting to work on me a bit.

When I was about 11 years old our church had a revival meeting and I went forward again...this time because I was scared and I didn't want to be anymore. I prayed but I never felt any peace. I just figured, "Well, I prayed. That's it, right?" Instead of asking for help and telling someone how I was feeling I just got up and told everyone that I had gotten saved. I really regret doing that! I think I would've saved myself a lot of trouble if I had just asked for some help.

For quite a few years I held on to that false profession. I honestly don't even know how long, but for a long while (at least 2-3 years) God really convicted me, but I ignored all the crystal clear signs that God was showing me my lost and sinful state and instead tried to rationalize and convince myself in any way that I could that I was saved.

I'd tell myself things like:

- "Oh the devil is just making me doubt....I'm saved"

- "But I love God and I want to serve him. Saved people fell like that, right? ....yeah I'm saved then"

- "I feel bad when I do things I shouldn't do. Isn't that the rebuking of the Holy Spirit in my heart or something? ....yeah I'm saved."

And I'd ignore all the things God would show me:

- The devil wouldn't tell someone they weren't saved. He doesn't want people to worry about getting saved and serving the Lord, so he'd be stupid to tell someone they weren't. (Now I know some people might disagree with me on this and I'm more than happy to explain my thoughts on the subject, but that's a different post for a different day.)

- God doesn't chasten those who aren't His...and he had never chastened me. Sure I knew I was a sinner and I have a conscience, so I would feel bad when I did something wrong, but God would never speak to me through his word to teach me, help me to grow or show me something I was doing wrong and needed to get right with him. I would sometimes get so frustrated because I'd go to church and ask God to speak to me and show me something that maybe I needed to get right in my life and I never got anything. The only real conviction I ever felt had to do with my salvation.

- Any time I would share "my testimony" I'd always have to candy-coat things or change it up a little to make it sound real. I believe I did this more in attempts to convince myself than to convince other people.

- For pretty much the whole time God had been dealing with me I had absolutely no peace. I couldn't even walk into an empty room without wondering if the rapture had happened and I had gotten left behind.

- I could never honestly say that I knew 100% for sure that I was saved.

I struggled with this for years and constantly pushed God away.

All that time I never went to anyone for help.- Opening up and talking about my feelings has never been an easy thing for me. I find it very hard to do and it scares me to death! That was one of the main things that kept me from getting the help that I needed.




Finally, when I was 17, I came to my breaking point and for the very first time in my life I went to my parents and said one of the hardest phrases I've ever had to say:

"I need to talk to you."

After opening up and saying how I had been feeling out loud it was pretty obvious to me what I needed.

I was a lost sinner, without God, on my way to a devil's hell, and I needed to get saved and have the blood of Jesus applied to my heart and life.

After reading some scripture I prayed.....and nothing happened.
God had been dealing with me and drawing me to him for a long time, I knew I was a sinner and I was sorry for my sin and I believe the Gospel, but there was something hindering me from getting saved and I didn't know what.
I didn't understand what the problem was, but this time I wasn't going to push it aside. I was sick of fighting God and I didn't want to live a life without Him. I wanted to be truly saved and I wanted God to be the Lord of my life, so this time I asked for help

After a sleepless night of praying and asking God what was hindering things, and reading my Bible, God showed me what the problem was. 

I wasn't having faith.- I wasn't trusting that He'd save me. I was relying too much on myself and how I felt. I needed to realize that salvation wasn't about me and that getting saved isn't all about having this amazing, supernatural feeling right after you pray. It's simply taking God at his Word. It's all about Him. He paid the debt for me and I just needed to trust him and accept what He's already done.

I struggled with that for a couple days until finally it was like the light bulb clicked on and God said, "Listen, I'm enough. Just trust me." and by the grace of God, September 13th, 2013 I asked Jesus into my heart and He saved me!

Now I can honestly say that I Know that I'm saved. My life has been so different since that night in my bedroom where Jesus found me. Now God speaks to me often, he teaches me and helps me grow, and he chastens me when I do the things I shouldn't. He hears me when I pray and He's always, always there!

I'm not perfect I'm just pardoned. God's not done working on me and he's got a long way to go!

I love my heavenly Father for who He is and everything he's done for me. I've failed him many times, but He's never, ever failed me!

Oh what a Saviour is mine!!